♥Thursday, January 31, 2008
i want to runaway from home ,
yes , i cant stand staying at this sickening home ,
why cant she understand me urhs ?
all blames on me , treat me like fuck is it ?
why cant you put jus a lil trust in me ?
jus alil will do .
why everything is my fault ?
i'm alrd so stress-ed up by fucking lots things .
i jus want to go home & rest .
why i reach home & you are fucking me with all ur jiao wei .
i get so fed-up , sad , hurt & broken .
why ?
i try to be v best in home .
i dont cause trouble anymore .
why cant you changed ur mindset towards me ?
why why ?
i try to bear with you , when you shouted at me for nothing .
i talked back nicely .
see what idiot attitude you're giving me huh ?!
i really worried i cant take it anymore .
i would just slashed my wrist with penknife .
sorry for my stupidness , everyone .
i kno is stupid .
but when you're in the same situation as me ,
you wont think so much .
you guys , killed me instead !
D;sometime you have to let go , what you can't live without