Solitude♥
♥{爱}-Miss ZhiYan
& It Spells as ZhiYan;芷嫣
YANN for short
31stJULY93;Faithfully 14
Blissfully.single
sisters&brothers are duper loved♥♥
Love ones♥
Nigel♥
my dearest ah jie:D
been there with me , no matter ups or downs
talk sense to me everytime
i♥ah jie :D
leemun♥
my very special sister of mine , be thr when i cry or laugh :)
pulling me to stand , everytime i fall
teaches me how to stay strong
helped me in anyway(:
also brighten my day:D
i DUPER love you sister♥ !
Dawson♥
a BEST BROTHER of limzhiyan:D ,
willing to crapped with me , crazy with me &laughed with me
helped me like nobody's business :D
BROTHER , BROTHER , BROTHER ! cheered up no matter what oh!
SMACK YOU , if you emo ! xD
BROTHER is loved♥ :D
六姐妹♥
{痛}-MISS EMO|oticCL?Ri
{苦}-Miss FangLeeMun
{爱}-Miss Zhiyan
{恨}-Miss Yronne
{乐}-Miss Christine
{等}-Miss Eyfa
my Dearest sisters , you guys are wonderfully great !:D
let stay cheerful & last ok ?
you guy rocks like hell ! :)
lastly , i love you guys !
AKU CINTA KAMU♥
Come True♥
♥Tongue pierce
♥Bodyart
♥Happiness
♥A True Guy
Un-stoppable♥
ask me no ques&i shall tell you no lies
spammers,unknown,passerby etc.are not welcome
spammers are jus immature pples
leave DIRTY COMMENTS to urself !
runaway♥
?the6sisters
{痛}Miss EMO|oticCL?Ri
{乐}Miss Christine
{恨}Miss Yronne
{等}Miss Eyfa
{爱}Miss Zhiyan
{苦}Miss FangLeeMun
♥LOVES&LOVES
♥♥二哥
♥Christine`Ahdear
♥Jiehan`laogong
♥friends(:
♥Samantha`aiais(:
♥Liyee`:D
♥WENWEN `:D
♥jOlene`:D
♥Nicole`LAOPO
♥Shiya `W369
♥huiwen`darling
♥Yixuan`Cordyceps
♥Weiqi`Ms Chua
♥Wednesday, February 27, 2008
life is so unfruitful .
i'm so worry bout something .
pray that my mum gonna be alright..
i miss boyfriend so much.
yet now , sms-ed less than 10 smses in the morning ,
one call a day .
i should just get used to it .
Desmond called me & we chatted (:
haha , so funny laas him -.-"
oh yeaa , i had a notebook which wrote down everything ,
what happened everysingle day of my life ,
which sometimes i didnt voiced or shared out(:
& yeah , i love my notebook :D
I hope everything is gonna be fine , cos i dont wnat to fall agn ..
♥Monday, February 25, 2008
backed to blog again ,
i'm v tired ..
wanted to take a rest):
♥Sunday, February 24, 2008
things gone this way .
i felt red light in our relationship blinking .
ya , everything is my fault ,
why cant you just understand me ?
i'm now facing probs in my family .
yet , i still have to masked up with happiness .
to face the world & you .
how would you felt if i were you ?
tired & sick , m i right ?
everytime , i need to have alot of patience to bear with everything ,
you kno my patience is LIMITED .
not only me , same goes to everyone .
somethings i cant said out .
why you still want me said out ?
wat's the benefits ?
nothing right ?
when i dont tell you , this is the fucking attitude & face you gave ,
sometime , i think that you are comparing me with Clara IN UR HEART !
maybe somethings , i cant do it good but Clara can do it .
i dont kno .
i dont kno what you're thinking .
lm thinks the same way with me .
if i ever know ever truth , i guess i will nvr forgive you , nomatter how i love you .
in this relationship .
m i the one who kept hurting you ?
but why the words you said to me felt sour & cry .
m i kept making you cry ?
but why m i always the first one to dropped so many tears for you .
m i making you worry ?
why when i'm worried for you , you said i think too much .
m i not caring enough ?
then why everyword i told you , you will like nvr listen .
m i not loving enough .
becos you dont change .
m i not trusting you ?
bcos you nvr been honest with me , you dint tell me the truth .
m i struggling in this relationship ?
nvr , no matter what , i swallow everything , i kept everything to myself jus to maintain our relationship .
maybe , i just aint a good girlfriend at all .
i had been single for more than half year ,
but in the end i choose to trust you & be with you .
is this the things i wanna get ?
what's happening now ?
who is changing ?
you always called me cheer up , stay strong .
yayayaya , said is easy , do is like fuck diffcult .
now i cant even handle my family probs , & this relationship porbs came in .
wth ?!
i hope i can nvr see a penknife infront of me .
i would jus slash it without a second thought .
i'm so tired );
♥Thursday, January 31, 2008
i want to runaway from home ,
yes , i cant stand staying at this sickening home ,
why cant she understand me urhs ?
all blames on me , treat me like fuck is it ?
why cant you put jus a lil trust in me ?
jus alil will do .
why everything is my fault ?
i'm alrd so stress-ed up by fucking lots things .
i jus want to go home & rest .
why i reach home & you are fucking me with all ur jiao wei .
i get so fed-up , sad , hurt & broken .
why ?
i try to be v best in home .
i dont cause trouble anymore .
why cant you changed ur mindset towards me ?
why why ?
i try to bear with you , when you shouted at me for nothing .
i talked back nicely .
see what idiot attitude you're giving me huh ?!
i really worried i cant take it anymore .
i would just slashed my wrist with penknife .
sorry for my stupidness , everyone .
i kno is stupid .
but when you're in the same situation as me ,
you wont think so much .
you guys , killed me instead !
D;
♥Wednesday, January 30, 2008
i'm here to update my blog ^^
wasnt really fruitful nowadays .
bad news came aft one another .
stress-ed up by studies & friendship& family .
i'm losing out i guess .
changes were far to dramastic .
i really can't take it , really cant .
there is time i really cant sleep .
there is time i'm far too tired .
tooo tired to bother anything .
my attitude has been changed back to the past .
that idiot attitude .
i'm moving back to the past . how ?
i hate my past ,
i felt shameful & dirty .
i dont want .
devil tempting me to go the wrong way , which i used to walked .
i want to cry ...
i had to buck up my studies also ,
i cant failed anymore ..
if things gone worst now or later ,
i guess i wont be sitting here blogging anymore .
bloody scenes will be taken .
even though i kno how to comfort & advise pple ,
why cant i do it to myself huh ?
useless eh ?
i hate that .
argghh ,
i had nothing to say anymore ,
GOODNIGHTS !
♥Sunday, January 27, 2008
photos are frm dont kno when de -.-"
& some were frm today :D
woke up late today , went for service(:
should woke up at 700am & went out of my hse at750 .
&i'm damm lateee ):
i woke up at 728 !
chiong all the way non stop .
went out at 754 i guess ?
haha , bus-ed alone ,
emoemo-.-"
i love the been alone , the beautiful slient peace ,
is so great .
reach tamp , meet up with huiyi ! :D
it's been long long time seems i saw her (:
mrt-ed to expo .
service was great :D
i really the the presence thr .
:DDDD .
atmosphere thr was "WOAH" ! (:
aft service went to lunch .
saw something which should be UNSEEM !
oh my tian , SO R.A lo ! >_________<
heeee .
had prayer meeting at 130 .
& we ate like damm fast .
stuff the burger & fries in our mouth like nobody's business -.-"
ran to hall 8 straight aft eating .
frm hall 3 i guess ?
ran all the way till hall 8 .
imagined , jus finish eating & we were running like hell .
OH MY TIAN !
& reach hall 8 , my waist thr were like PAIN !
had diffculty in walking that time .
my God , PAIN LIKE HELL .
stuff & stufff .
went to far east aft everything .
& i been tricked alot alot of time by Desmond & other N363 members .
-.-"
i'm like so stupid can ?!
hahaha ,
met up with zhu (:
shooped ard with N363 (:
go off first .
met lm for dinner .
crapped & laughed alot .
aft that pei zhu wait for bus & lm & leenah went my hse :D
ohh , i'm so crazy at thr can ?!
-.-" !!
take tons of pics .
all i can said , we love cameras :D
all this while i had been suffering alot .
thanks my beloved frens ,especially , leemun , nigel , ronne , leenah & dawson (:
thanks for the support & unlimited care you gave .
:D loves !
♥Saturday, January 26, 2008
ytd pictures (:
